Words without sounds by brokenheartedbullet, literature
Literature
Words without sounds
My heart pounding, deep beneath my skin.
The feelings of love,
Can never leave.
My heavy breathing, content with no fear.
The warmth of your body,
Can comfort deep in my mind.
The touches of imperial desire,
Sends pulses to race.
The pure intensity,
Still tingling to the bone.
The satisfaction you have left,
In every inch of my body,
Can never be described.
The one way to understand,
Is to listen to my breathing,
In time with his.
Expressing all feelings.
The words without sounds,
Which have all meaning.
The aftermath of silence,
Dedicated to the love we have made.
My sensation is speechless,
No way to explain.
Our bodi
From a girls eyes by brokenheartedbullet, literature
Literature
From a girls eyes
Do you know what its like,
To look upon life, feel lost?
Do you know what its like,
To look in a magazine,
And feel like the fat one?
Do you know what its like,
To have loved someone and lost?
Do you know what its like,
To hate yourself?
You want to change,
But it cannot happen.
You want to love,
But it cannot be felt.
You want to be like the model,
But your figure is just too big.
You want to look in a magazine,
But not get depressed.
You want to find your way,
But you're just in too deep.
Still lost out in the darkness.
Still tearing up the magazines.
Still feeling the love for someone.
Still bleeding from hate.
On th
As pure as can be,
A suicide is to be committed,
Underneath everyone's sight,
She cannot be seen.
The silhouette of the blade,
Shining its sharpness,
Is appealing its integrity,
To fulfil wholeness.
The innuendo of remarks,
Shall selvage beneath her skin,
She shall take hold of feeling,
And never feel again.
The slight afflict,
To the object placed,
Shows all seduction,
Delivering the method.
All affection is shown,
To the density of the weapon,
To help self inflict pain,
To take her on her artery.
A clean swipe,
Across a pale pallet,
Has massacred pain,
Swelling and hiding.
Her body unconscious,
Her body molested col
The head,
Where all memories release pain.
The eyes,
Which reveal what's inside.
The nose,
Which remembers your smell.
The mouth,
Which touched mine on yours.
The neck,
All senses can be felt.
The body,
Where secrets are held...
I am the tears,
You see reflecting the past.
I am the agony,
You store deep in your mind.
I am the summertime romance,
You gave away.
I am the regret,
You dwell on everyday.
I am the image,
Found deep in your mirror.
I am the picture,
You wake up and see.
I am the hurt,
Striking through your viens.
I am the pain,
Cutting through your heart.
I am the problem,
Which you cannot solve.
I am the uncontrollable feeling,
You cannot be rid of.
I am the demon,
Living in your nightmares.
I am the speech,
You recite in your dreams.
I am the power,
Of which will live on.
I am the love,
Which you shall hold on to.
I am the past
Does it feel like love?
When I cut this knife through your heart,
Or is it the guilt you should feel?
The scars in which i leave upon you,
Deep in your dreams,
Are the wounds you left deeper,
Deeper inside of me.
Do you feel the pain?
Ethched into your skin,
Or the embarrasment,
burning inside of me?
Do you see the images of past memories?
Carved straight to the bone,
Or do you see the melodies?
That were your lies?
I can hear your heart beat,
Which cast me away,
I cannot stop crying,
I do not understand.
The scaring of your image,
Indented on my heart,
Will this end to depart?
I wanted to run,
Back into your arms,
To save me from,
A life of misery.
A river of tears,
From my insipid eyes,
Would only dry from your touch.
Memories incapable to forget,
The first instance of presence,
My eyes only see.
The will to move on,
Will dwell on time,
My rage of depression,
Hides all.
Will our thoughts,
Compare once again?
My devotion to you,
Will never end.
One kiss from your lips,
Is not enough,
I want you back,
To hold on for my life.
Subdued in a closeness,
All feelings were shared,
Mine were through honesty,
Yours were like a dare.
True beauty seethed between us,
But in all meaning it was lust,
Why was the only one?
To fall for the so-called trust.
I was open to you,
About all my life's must,
And all I wanted from you,
Was some love and trust.
What was with the performance?
When we could of stayed friends,
Did you feel threatened?
Or did you just want us to end?
My feelings were true,
I couldn't help it.
You sounded so genuine,
I wanted to brag about it.
Some one liked me,
Me for me.
You said it yourself,
I didn't change one bit,
You said it yours
Cold loneliness,
Set and drawn in,
Blood on the pillow,
From the tears I've cried.
The blade on necklace,
Blood soaked from my wrists,
Beyond help,
I'm no doubt helpless.
My heart ripped,
Torn to shreds,
The floods of images,
Stored deep in my head.
All rages of emotion,
Like poison darts,
The many faces of me,
Are like ranges of art.
The love I felt,
Makes me feel this way,
Why can't you come back?
And take away this pain.
I love you so much,
I can't go on this way,
So I will cut so deep,
To release myself.
A reflection,
Degradation and gloominess,
How many stories could it tell?
No battles to fight for,
No energy to give in,
Stuck in a circle of sins,
Waiting for the end,
To come and take her away,
To a better place.
Betrayal leaves a mark,
Imprinted across her heart,
Everyone she has met,
Has done the same deed,
And left.
Showing in her reflection,
Of her used self.
Self-esteem has died,
Due to people, who are low,
Made her life a misery,
Just because of her image,
Not being the right size,
Not having the right style,
Showing in her reflection,
Of her bullied lifestyle.
Moving on,
Found one person,
Who truly touched h
Poison letter
I'm writing you a letter,
All about my end,
The poisons in the glass,
Ready to comprehend,
My blood is the ink,
My skin is the paper,
My reflection,
Is never breath taking.
Clear beauty red,
Glides over the page,
Telling you,
I wanted you to stay,
You could have helped me,
On this day forward,
But now it's to late,
I'm drowning.
My tears were the ones,
That kept your image alive,
Burning so deep,
Dieing inside,
Why did you leave me?
Why wouldn't it work?
All I wanted was to make it work.
But now it's my end,
And I say farewell,
For I never have luck,
At the end of the well,
The poison is ready,
The b
You were my forbiddance by brokenheartedbullet, literature
Literature
You were my forbiddance
You were my forbiddance
My tears cover all sense of my emotions,
No one knows how I feel,
This one ache inside me,
Is truly never going to end,
The powers of love,
Have been revealed to me,
Now there's no turning back,
All I wanted was you to realise,
That we never had to look back.
If our love was true,
Like you had stated,
So many times before,
Why did you avoid confrontation?
And make a huge void,
I loved you from the start,
Even all the forbiddances,
We did not part.
So why not talk?
Why not break the ice,
That I'm thinly treading on,
My heart was never whole,
For you to break,
But now it's too late,
To start a hea
Forbidden love
Look at the time that has gone and passed
My tears of love will always last
The touch I was once able to feel
The senses I cannot reveal
For I have given up my forbidden love.
Twisted and turned
The tables have turned
For I was once able to see
The man you were meant to be
Fortunes told wrong
Live and let wrong
For I have given up my forbidden love.
One glimpse
Your eyes met with mine
My distorted view
Has been shown on time
The one that wiped my tears away
From all views that has to stay
For I have given up my forbidden love.
A reflection,
Degradation and gloominess,
How many stories could it tell?
No battles to fight for,
No energy to give in,
Stuck in a circle of sins,
Waiting for the end,
To come and take her away,
To a better place.
Betrayal leaves a mark,
Imprinted across her heart,
Everyone she has met,
Has done the same deed,
And left.
Showing in her reflection,
Of her used self.
Self-esteem has died,
Due to people, who are low,
Made her life a misery,
Just because of her image,
Not being the right size,
Not having the right style,
Showing in her reflection,
Of her bullied lifestyle.
Moving on,
Found one person,
Who truly touched h
Cold loneliness,
Set and drawn in,
Blood on the pillow,
From the tears I've cried.
The blade on necklace,
Blood soaked from my wrists,
Beyond help,
I'm no doubt helpless.
My heart ripped,
Torn to shreds,
The floods of images,
Stored deep in my head.
All rages of emotion,
Like poison darts,
The many faces of me,
Are like ranges of art.
The love I felt,
Makes me feel this way,
Why can't you come back?
And take away this pain.
I love you so much,
I can't go on this way,
So I will cut so deep,
To release myself.
Subdued in a closeness,
All feelings were shared,
Mine were through honesty,
Yours were like a dare.
True beauty seethed between us,
But in all meaning it was lust,
Why was the only one?
To fall for the so-called trust.
I was open to you,
About all my life's must,
And all I wanted from you,
Was some love and trust.
What was with the performance?
When we could of stayed friends,
Did you feel threatened?
Or did you just want us to end?
My feelings were true,
I couldn't help it.
You sounded so genuine,
I wanted to brag about it.
Some one liked me,
Me for me.
You said it yourself,
I didn't change one bit,
You said it yours
I can hear your heart beat,
Which cast me away,
I cannot stop crying,
I do not understand.
The scaring of your image,
Indented on my heart,
Will this end to depart?
I wanted to run,
Back into your arms,
To save me from,
A life of misery.
A river of tears,
From my insipid eyes,
Would only dry from your touch.
Memories incapable to forget,
The first instance of presence,
My eyes only see.
The will to move on,
Will dwell on time,
My rage of depression,
Hides all.
Will our thoughts,
Compare once again?
My devotion to you,
Will never end.
One kiss from your lips,
Is not enough,
I want you back,
To hold on for my life.
Does it feel like love?
When I cut this knife through your heart,
Or is it the guilt you should feel?
The scars in which i leave upon you,
Deep in your dreams,
Are the wounds you left deeper,
Deeper inside of me.
Do you feel the pain?
Ethched into your skin,
Or the embarrasment,
burning inside of me?
Do you see the images of past memories?
Carved straight to the bone,
Or do you see the melodies?
That were your lies?
I am the tears,
You see reflecting the past.
I am the agony,
You store deep in your mind.
I am the summertime romance,
You gave away.
I am the regret,
You dwell on everyday.
I am the image,
Found deep in your mirror.
I am the picture,
You wake up and see.
I am the hurt,
Striking through your viens.
I am the pain,
Cutting through your heart.
I am the problem,
Which you cannot solve.
I am the uncontrollable feeling,
You cannot be rid of.
I am the demon,
Living in your nightmares.
I am the speech,
You recite in your dreams.
I am the power,
Of which will live on.
I am the love,
Which you shall hold on to.
I am the past
The head,
Where all memories release pain.
The eyes,
Which reveal what's inside.
The nose,
Which remembers your smell.
The mouth,
Which touched mine on yours.
The neck,
All senses can be felt.
The body,
Where secrets are held...
Once a Rose took up a rose
And placed it in a vile.
The rose then died, and so did I,
It stayed in there a while.
Once a girl displaced her rose
And left it there alone.
The sun didn't shine, and the roses died,
and no happiness was shown.
Once a boy held tight his rose,
And kept it close to heart.
The pettles wrinkled, the stem got limp
And it withered and fell apart.
Once a woman cut a rose
And placed it in a vace.
It dried and fell apart, you see,
It died right in it's place.
Once a man took a rose
And brought it to his love.
She threw it by her beside
And into her nightstand, it was shoved.
Once a Rose picked a rose
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Once again I havn't been here in quite a few months...well I have the internet now, so really there is no excuse.
Yes, well...the last bloke I was telling you about has been out of my life for quite a long time now, and this might sound really bad now but I have a new wonderful bloke, he really is ace, doesn't treat me like shit either.
His name is Andy met him in a pub, kinda strung it out for a while at the beginning because I wanted to be sure I wasn't going to get hurt again, but i definatley know for sure I won't be, he thinks the world of me, and I think the world of him.
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we are here in the room with the funny mac computers with funny picture taking thing yeah.~Lolly
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